Yet another technical end to our conversation! 'SNIP' and it's over. We didn't even say our sweet "bye's" . Thank god! we don't measure our lives in terms of our phone batteries. I would be about a century old..make that two..!! Why does this technical glitch make me feel irritated?? Am I technically maladaptive(TM)?
Those days (un dino u see!)...sigh..well those days when my father (or would it be my grandfather?..umm,the telephone came to India around the 1950's. By then my grandfather had two to three kids so, well, my father it is then) may have tried calling my mother with just a few paise (or rupee?... now its your turn to tell me!!heehee!) to spare over an STD call. And the phone went dead with no more coins to insert, did she feel the same or did she feel in a different way..unknown to me? Maybe she coyly kept the phone down,returned to her room and went about her other chores. Perhaps she waited for the next call.
May be I am TM...or am I..am I?!
The joy,however, of having talked beats my TM any day. That's something common I shared with my mother I guess..!
Thinking 'un dino' actually helped!:)
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Bhandarkar Road
As I walk down everyday from class i catch a glimpse of the white van with a familiar figure driving past. Thrice already. Was I noticed?
My ATM, the Titan showroom, Spencer's daily where I generally buy a pack of curd from, the fruit vendor, crossing over to opposite lanes..all had become entwined into a simple part of my life-the walk down Bhandarkar road.
So, once again I baught a pack of curd and for a change cornflakes from Spencer's. I walked down the lane ,lost in my own thoughts. Amongst the vehicular sounds that get lost in one's subconscious the sound of deliberate honking stood out...
..a white van passed by, a hand waved out and Icaught sight of a checked kurta...recognition.
I carried on..trying to supress the delight oozing out through my smile. Crossed over to the fruit vendor and bought a watermelon for Rs. 25.
It turned out quite sweet..!
My ATM, the Titan showroom, Spencer's daily where I generally buy a pack of curd from, the fruit vendor, crossing over to opposite lanes..all had become entwined into a simple part of my life-the walk down Bhandarkar road.
So, once again I baught a pack of curd and for a change cornflakes from Spencer's. I walked down the lane ,lost in my own thoughts. Amongst the vehicular sounds that get lost in one's subconscious the sound of deliberate honking stood out...
..a white van passed by, a hand waved out and Icaught sight of a checked kurta...recognition.
I carried on..trying to supress the delight oozing out through my smile. Crossed over to the fruit vendor and bought a watermelon for Rs. 25.
It turned out quite sweet..!
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Cookie
We met up for the first time in the new year. The day was a sunday and after a long time it felt like a sunday. The roads empty with an occasional vehical driving past. The sun, just right, as warm as a freshly baked cookie. And somewhere, the birds chirping, a dog barking.
We had a relaxed meal together sitting next to the glass window. A lengthy heart to heart,a blush, a smile, a hug, all had a sunny feel. With the lazy afternoon lingering on i withdrew money from a nearby ATM. A smile to the other regular customer. We took an auto to the market place as the lazy afternoon made it's presence felt in our feet.We browsed through the bestsellers on the sidewalk..i just registered the prices to buy one with next months pocket money. And we just walked.
The day was slow yet enchanting. We were living in the present.Simply.
Our heart's were happy.
A few minutes back..
When we were in the auto, at a red light, a little girl stood looking at us from the sidewalk, we called her, gave her sweets. She disappeared. As the red turned to green , she ran to one side and as she caught our eye she smiled and waved out to us. We waved back.
The little girl made our day, just like chocolate chips in a freshly baked cookie...
We had a relaxed meal together sitting next to the glass window. A lengthy heart to heart,a blush, a smile, a hug, all had a sunny feel. With the lazy afternoon lingering on i withdrew money from a nearby ATM. A smile to the other regular customer. We took an auto to the market place as the lazy afternoon made it's presence felt in our feet.We browsed through the bestsellers on the sidewalk..i just registered the prices to buy one with next months pocket money. And we just walked.
The day was slow yet enchanting. We were living in the present.Simply.
Our heart's were happy.
A few minutes back..
When we were in the auto, at a red light, a little girl stood looking at us from the sidewalk, we called her, gave her sweets. She disappeared. As the red turned to green , she ran to one side and as she caught our eye she smiled and waved out to us. We waved back.
The little girl made our day, just like chocolate chips in a freshly baked cookie...
Friday, August 22, 2008
Parle G
I woke up at 7:20 AM. Though a little unusual for me i felt fresh that nippy morning.I had a hot water shower,got dressed. Found a shirt that was reasonably ironed(a tough job with a wardrobe that resembles a laundry bag) , chose earings that would go with it and the same pair of dark blue Levi's. A dash of kohl to highlight my mongoloid eyes. Aromatic sunscreen on my face though it's purpose is served much later in the day. Past 8:00..late for the 7:50 lecture.
From the breadbox i purposely select the last slice of bread,apply butter. Breakfast over i walk out the door and close it behind me as quietly as possible so that my roomies are not disturbed.
Everyday walking out of the door becomes a routine but one knows not what the day holds for us.
I walk out of the building. The smell of smoke feels warm in the winter morning. I cross the black marble pillar of BritishLibrary, check my profile and walk on. By this time the sun is out and silently kisses my right cheek.
Then I see him there..a few paces ahead of me,exuding such confidence almost overshadows his size!I knew he would wait for me.I approached him and touched him. He looked up with his keen eyes. I was relieved when he showed signs of recognition.After a few special moments with him i carry on towards my college.
One last glance towards him and he is wagging his tail joyously. I dust off the remains of the Parle-G biscuits from my cardigan.
I am late for class as usual.
From the breadbox i purposely select the last slice of bread,apply butter. Breakfast over i walk out the door and close it behind me as quietly as possible so that my roomies are not disturbed.
Everyday walking out of the door becomes a routine but one knows not what the day holds for us.
I walk out of the building. The smell of smoke feels warm in the winter morning. I cross the black marble pillar of BritishLibrary, check my profile and walk on. By this time the sun is out and silently kisses my right cheek.
Then I see him there..a few paces ahead of me,exuding such confidence almost overshadows his size!I knew he would wait for me.I approached him and touched him. He looked up with his keen eyes. I was relieved when he showed signs of recognition.After a few special moments with him i carry on towards my college.
One last glance towards him and he is wagging his tail joyously. I dust off the remains of the Parle-G biscuits from my cardigan.
I am late for class as usual.
Friday, July 25, 2008
Breaktime!
Who invented the game?? I don’t really recollect but it sure was plenty of fun! By lunch time our lunchboxes went empty. The only thing remaining was the silver foil. I remember that day. We were confined to our classroom as the rain was pelting outside. In groups we sat chatting and getting bored. Then the idea struck. So out came the many foils and began the war with the foil balls…There were no points to be scored, no goals to reach and only one rule, the game will be played within the class boundary.
Within moments silver balls of all shapes and sizes were flying around. We just had to hit anyone and also avoid getting hit. Simple.
Sometimes tired of running around we just sat on the giant windows. Still wanting to be a part of the game we would aim the shiny 'weapon' at an unsuspecting player and then phat!! The look on the confused guys face!Gawd! And we would sit there with straight faces while he would try to figure out who, afterall hit him. Well, no one ever suspected us for long as we were not the “naughty” kinds.
There was this one time when we made the guy with short curly hair, Hari(name changed to protect privacy) our target. For him the weapon had to be a little modified. Small round silver balls. But what's the point you may ask..he wont even feel it. Well, that was precisely what we wanted. Target area: his stiff curly head.Warning: launch weapon one at a time! Phat.. phat…and there those shiny tiny things stuck in his hair so gently. And Hari,so blissfully oblivious. To our joy he remained that way for the remaining break, busy trying to dodge the flying weapons, trying hard to get his aim. He, however,eventually became suspicious at our constant giggles and finally realized what had occured. We recovered about six of our 'weapons' from his hair!
Sometimes some memories just make you smile. In this case it made me giggle!
Within moments silver balls of all shapes and sizes were flying around. We just had to hit anyone and also avoid getting hit. Simple.
Sometimes tired of running around we just sat on the giant windows. Still wanting to be a part of the game we would aim the shiny 'weapon' at an unsuspecting player and then phat!! The look on the confused guys face!Gawd! And we would sit there with straight faces while he would try to figure out who, afterall hit him. Well, no one ever suspected us for long as we were not the “naughty” kinds.
There was this one time when we made the guy with short curly hair, Hari(name changed to protect privacy) our target. For him the weapon had to be a little modified. Small round silver balls. But what's the point you may ask..he wont even feel it. Well, that was precisely what we wanted. Target area: his stiff curly head.Warning: launch weapon one at a time! Phat.. phat…and there those shiny tiny things stuck in his hair so gently. And Hari,so blissfully oblivious. To our joy he remained that way for the remaining break, busy trying to dodge the flying weapons, trying hard to get his aim. He, however,eventually became suspicious at our constant giggles and finally realized what had occured. We recovered about six of our 'weapons' from his hair!
Sometimes some memories just make you smile. In this case it made me giggle!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Joyride
The Jeep. Travelling from the city to my ancestral village meant taking the jeep. One will find atleast a dozen of them at a time at the central market.Young boys in their teens chewing paan would 'lure' passengers to their repective jeep. "Ima(mother),make your way to this jeep we assure you a comfortable ride!" Women who ran a shop in the bazaar getting back home.Women returning home after the month's shopping loaded with five six spiky pineapples tied together,a plastic bag with a picture of a chubby chinese girl in hand.Old men and women coming back from a 'Sorat'(funeral service) of some distant cousins father-in-law. They would often be carrying packets of sugary prasad or the kabok(puffed rice rolled in sugary syrup) for their grandchildren.Pretty young girls in the traditional wrap called phanek and blouse, and neatly drawn chandons(sandalwood paste) on the nose. One by one these regular commuters pile into the jeep modified to accomodate many."Tomba(a typical name of manipur), lets go", calls out one lady. "Ima,just a few minutes more". By then the girl wearing a red frock and black bata school shoes has gone off to sleep on her mothers lap.The jeep is full. Just then two ladies with oiled hair neatly tied in a bun and a sweet smelling flower tucked in it enter.We shift,shuffle trying not to disturb the sleeping soul. They seat themselves in the cane stool(moras) provided by Tomba.In the molecular spaces of the jeep we place the moras.Tomba finally obliges us all and starts the jeep now joined by Nanao.Well, must say Nanao was a goodlooking young boy. With a little refining of his dress sense(he was wearing a black leather jacket and bandana!) he would look like a gentleman! The jeep makes its way through the rice fields where the roads are kaccha, creating a sandstorm like haze behind us.By this time there is some familiarity among us and the air is pleasant.Everyone joins in the conversations and gossip of the old ladies present.One of the passengers with the kabok offers it to us. One of the ladies would already be browsing through the goods Iche(sister) Thasna is carrying back from her shop…she even buys something.Such unrestrained bonding among strangers, a rarity which i miss in the metros here. After about 30 minutes my stop arrives..the green gate. Keeping the 5 rs note ready I get off and give it to Nanao.He smiles flirtatiously.Suprisingly I’m flattered…
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
The Green Gate
The gate to my ancestral home is green. A rich green once upon a time, now a dull green, chipped in many places , the rust clinging on to it like a child. Opposite the gate is a rivulet which has a host of fables to its name-many funeral piers have extinguished on its banks!
The gate is my friend, someone whom I have lost touch with but still very dear. It is generally open during the day, welcoming all. The pebbled path beyond the gate leading to the house is truly a ‘memory lane’. Looking over the bamboo fencing on the right one was sure to find someone fetching water from the murky family pond. Lotta and her son Mickey would be the first to welcome us with their wagging tails. Many a times I think I’ve seen Lotta smile..but well that’s just between the two of us! It has seen us fishing for tadpoles in the tiny stream, it has been the stumps for our game of cricket. It has even been my playmate, allowing me to swing on it.I bet it laughed at me when the ripe mango fell on my head during our play and how all cousins ran after the mango instead of attending to the poor crying child!It has seen me sad at leaving my cousins behind only to meet again on the next weekend.The many incoming and outgoing wedding processions of uncles, aunts and cousins have passed through it.At such times it would get a makeover and look dashing in its new coat! It has been adorned with posters put up with zest by the political parties and revolutionary groups alike, which we detested. With equal zest we tore them off it. Wonder how it looks today...
Hmm...well the day's not far when i'll pass through the green gate again!
The gate is my friend, someone whom I have lost touch with but still very dear. It is generally open during the day, welcoming all. The pebbled path beyond the gate leading to the house is truly a ‘memory lane’. Looking over the bamboo fencing on the right one was sure to find someone fetching water from the murky family pond. Lotta and her son Mickey would be the first to welcome us with their wagging tails. Many a times I think I’ve seen Lotta smile..but well that’s just between the two of us! It has seen us fishing for tadpoles in the tiny stream, it has been the stumps for our game of cricket. It has even been my playmate, allowing me to swing on it.I bet it laughed at me when the ripe mango fell on my head during our play and how all cousins ran after the mango instead of attending to the poor crying child!It has seen me sad at leaving my cousins behind only to meet again on the next weekend.The many incoming and outgoing wedding processions of uncles, aunts and cousins have passed through it.At such times it would get a makeover and look dashing in its new coat! It has been adorned with posters put up with zest by the political parties and revolutionary groups alike, which we detested. With equal zest we tore them off it. Wonder how it looks today...
Hmm...well the day's not far when i'll pass through the green gate again!
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